I'm so sorry. I've been there and it sucks. I wish I had "magic" words to make you feel better. I'm sending you healing thoughts.
Thanks for the kind wishes and healing thoughts. It really is tough. Working to count my blessings and be grateful for all I do have - but you're right - it does suck to go through all that! Good wishes. Eileen
I'm sorry for your loss. Multiple procedures followed by 2 adoptions and the most beautiful boys ever - wishing you peace and acceptance. . . it does arrive.